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 | Am I always on the edge of quitting? Giving up and just forgetting Everything I ever stood up for, The LOVE that I have always lurked for? The lions and the lambs are fighting Waking up and reigniting But I don't wanna FIGHT their old war Give me something I can HoPe for |
| SANS THE SKELETON |
| A former resident of the monster-populated Underground, Sans is just as quick with a bad joke as he is to evade any but the most superficial questions about his past and personal life. His permanent grin, carefree laziness, and easygoing exterior make it difficult to get a read on his psyche, and he works hard to keep it that way. Sans is not a skeleton that operates on extremes. He plays everything he is, from emotions to personal history, deeply close to the chest. In his experience, forming attachments too often opens a window for oneself to become damaged when those attachments get damaged in turn and, ultimately, it is utterly psychologically exhausting to care. He arrived in Hadriel immediately following his death in one of the dustiest, most violent pathways imaginable. Having some vestigial knowledge of the world in which he lives and the values that change to adjust for certain choices the human makes, Sans became the self-appointed Judge of the human's SOUL, gauging whatever EXP or LOVE they may have accrued in their Underground journey. An implied scientific background hints that he has some temporal awareness of previous LOADs and RESETs, though much of his knowledge is based on deduction and intuition rather than hard memory. In this particular path, however, he became aware that if the human continued to kill everything in the Underground, this could trigger an anomalous event that would cause everything - space, time, spacetime, and every infinite temporal possibility - to end. Faced with this knowledge, Sans did the one thing he thought he would never have to do: take action to prevent the outcome, even if he knew that it would be useless. The human was armed with determination and limitless tries, and he couldn't keep dodging forever. Only when faced with the absolute cessation of all existence did Sans actively stand in the human's way. As he did with most things he attempted, he failed. It's time to do a little bit better. |
c r o s s - c a n o n ↴
g o d s ↴
∴ home | ღ family | ♥ friend | ₪ from elsewhere | ✂ complicated | ✔ trusted | ||
| ✘ nope | ◑ eh | ¿ uncertain | ★ acquaintance | ❖ warm acquaintance | ⚖ judgment | ||
| ⚑ afraid | ⚡ dangerous | ☞ | ø unknown | 回 roommate | ❱ avoidance |
gods.
hope.
₪ - ◑ - ¿ - ✂
[artist]
Love is just another way to die slowly
So slowly
I told you to leave that dance so you owe me
You owe me
There is nowhere to hide
This is not a safe place
There is nowhere to hide
I am not a safe place
‘Cause my love is a weapon
Of massive destruction
My love is a weapon
Oh you better run, better run, run, run
I let you into my head, not knowing
Not knowing
Beautiful waiting call if you're calling
I'll take you higher
Dive higher you shouldn't have
I'll take you higher, take you higher
I'll take you higher
Dive higher you shouldn't have
You shouldn't have
But it's you
Frisk gets him to laugh every now and again, though. So he can't be all bad.
delight.
₪ - ❖ - ø
[artist]
Julian, it's a hungry world
They're going to eat you alive son, yeah
Oh Julian, when their fangs sink in
I'll stitch you but then I gotta throw you back in
You just try and sleep, even though you're alone
You just close your eyes, boy you dream of home
And light is always on, you just keep that in mind
When you wake in the morning you'll be satisfied
Julian, I thought I told you this
But I guess I was wrong, yeah yeah
Oh Julian, it probably scares you now
In the future it counts you got to trust me, trust me, yeah
So lock this song away, for a darker day
When you're down on your knees, screaming, oh lord
I am always there, you just keep that in mind
When you wake in the morning you'll be satisfied
'Cause there is always a wrong to your right
And there will always be a war somewhere to fight
And god knows I've had some rough fucking years
Oh lord, oh lord, keep on keeping on
fear.
₪ - ★ - ◑ - ⚡ - ø
[artist]
Hey!
This is the beat that makes your mother cry...
I want to be faithful, I want to be raw
I want to be ignorant, I want to know it all
I want to die someday, I want to live long
I want what I ask for, I get what I want
I'm thinking we should ride
To a place that we don't know
To a place where no one's seen us before
I'm thinking, you and I
Better just go with the flow
Last thing that we should do is go slow
I think that I'm human, I think about God
I think of the chances, I think that I'm wrong
I think to be thoughtful, I know that I'm not
You think I'm a fake, and I know you're a fraud
Black and it's white
Everything's white
But it's blacker than I know
And blacker than the white of the snow, yeah
sorrow.
₪ - ✘ - ø
[artist]
Everything you love turns to dust,
You'd make more of it but you felt rushed,
By all that's periphary,
You held tight, but on the contrary,
You'd kill for answers but learn to live with,
Questions, Who what why how and if,
I'll sit back detached tear our your hair,
Oh but on the contrary...
Everyone you love turns to dust,
You'd jump off the edge but you felt pushed,
By all that's unnecessary,
You tread but you're off on the wrong foot,
The trick to life is not to get too attached to it,
The trick to life is not to get too attached to it,
The trick to life is not to get too attached to it,
Don't get attached to, attached to life,
Don't get attached to, attached to life,
Don't look your life passed you by,
'Cause you're too attached to it,
Don't look your life passed you by,
'Cause you're too attached to it
confusion.
₪ - ✘
[artist]
Last night I woke alone with a whisper in my ear (whisper in my ear)
Recanting all my aspirations and my fears
And when the sun came up that voice had disappeared
But it would linger on for years
So mercy, mercy, mercy me
Praying for the death of a man I'll never meet
Though everyone will know the truth they'll still just make believe
Mercy mercy me
That's all they came for, that's all they took
That's all we had to offer, only dirty looks
And when they realized we'd given all we could
That's when they finally understood
Mercy mercy mercy me
Haunted by the memories of things we'll never see
Guilty for the statements that we'll never get to speak
Mercy mercy me
"We can't quite blame it on our mothers
Claim everything they did was always wrong"
And there ain't no turning back when our train is off its track
And there's nothing we can do but watch it crash
And there ain't no right and wrong when we know it won't be long
And there's nothing we can do but watch it crash
Watch it crash, and there's nothing we can do but watch it crash
He's got nothing against her as a person, really. Or as a god, or an abstract figure, or whatever. Frankly, it's just more of a bother that her arrival pretty thoroughly dashed a lot of his friendships to dusty powder thanks to the way it made his powers go haywire. He's not real pleased about that.
tranquility.
₪ - ◑ - ¿
[artist]
How your restless hungry eyes
Speak of cloudy summer skies
The morning dew, turns into rain
Lonely winds will call my name
Dying leaves of seasons brown
Losing life as they drift down
Too soon in life, return to earth
Only they can know their worth
Distant dreams of things to be
Wandering thoughts that can't be free
I feel my mind turning away
To the darkness of my day
love.
₪ - ◑ - ¿
[artist]
The devil that you know
Is better
Than the one you don't
And so it goes
Like lonely ghosts
At a roadside cross
We stay because
We don't know where else to go
The places, our old haunts
They miss us when we're gone
we can never move on
So like lonely ghosts
At a roadside cross
We stay
The devil that you know
Is better than
The one you don't
Like lonely ghosts
At a roadside cross
We stay because
We don't know where else to go